You know how in my last rant i said my dad came back to see his sick parents my grandparents????
Well thismorning my grandfather died....
I live in penrith and they live in newcastle, two hour drive to go and be with my nan and the rest of the family.
My sister gave me a lift cos i am afraid to drive and never got my licence other than motorbike licence.
About 200 meters from my nans house my sister had to make a u turn to get in the driveway at the right angle,,, and t boned a 4 wheel drive landcrooser spun out and ran the car up a meter high embankment, (we were very nearly virticle i thought we were gona flip) bothe cars were totaled and we had to wait an hour and a half for the police to show up, the tow truck beat them. Luckely no one was hurt acsept a small graze on my elbow from hitting the door handle as we jerked to a stop.
HOW MUCH MORE AM I SUPPOSED TO TAKE BEFORE IM ALLOWED TO BECOME A MANIC DEPRESSIVE, ANTISOCIAL CONSPIRICY THEORIST WHO BELIEVES THE WORLD IS OUT TO GET ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can understand one or two of these things happening to a person but all of them at once is just getting to be too much.
The funeral is on tuseday, lets hope i live to attend.
Depresedly
Alicia

Just a quick mention for those who are interested,
My dad who went missing a couple of months ago,
came back from where he was hiding and turned himself in to the police, now mum thinks we should all play happy families and welcome him back,,,,,,
I am so screwed.........

Well, just to get it of my chest,
My dad went missing on tuseday, i found out on wednesday when my mum called me at 7:30 in the morning. We found out later that day that he cleared out the bank accounts before he left, however all the sighns are contradictory, the money taking was planned but he took no clothes or his pasports or anything so the police have marked it as a case of interest....
So umong all this is UNI exams and a huge mortgage that i want to help my mum pay, my motorbike is in his name so it might be repossessed and all my sisters and brothers are wavering between weeping heap and wanting the bastards head on a pike....
The missing persons show on tv want to interview us and the case has been handed over to the missing persons unit after only 48 hours when it normaly takes weeks to go that far and all we can do is sit on our asses and wait for something to happen.
Needless to say i am not having a good week....
What next, mum has just recovered after spending 2 years in and out of hospital and now this!!!!!
So to recap,, he took our car so we have no transport, he took all the money so we are penniless, he left the dog and the debts and the younger kids a wreck (we are talking father of seven here people) And this is shitting me off big time so i needed to rant somewhere an her seemed like as good a place as any...
So, that feels better,,,
bye now...

I have no money left at all, i just spent a whoping $269.00 out of my $300.00 fortnightly student payment on matirials for starting up my home business (aka, pearls, and gemstone beads, and beading thread, and clasps, and earing findings, and,,, ok list getting too long) and i also splerged on the full boxed set of full metal alchemist dvd's and they threw in the moovie for free, ($80.50 well spent, totaly apart from the previos $269.00) So now i have to wait another week and a half to get any money (pouts) i have to wait that long for the parcels to arrive as well.
Anyway when i looked in my purs for petrol money whn the fuel light on my motorbike lit up and moths flew out i had to laugh and post something about how horendosly poor i am at the moment.
Ok rant finnishe you may now go back to your lives...

I feel special now i jhave joined the exclusive club of thousands who have actualy managed to post an immage. lol Wheeeeeeeeeeee... ^_^ dont worry everyone knows im insane, the internet is part of my thereapy 0_o